special someone

Gloomy occurence set on my pace
Insurmountable barriers lead me to a maze
Horrible nightmares put me on a daze
Loaded hindrances got me in a chase.
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But time came and a redeemer saved me
Rayed my aisle and guided me through
the brightest firmament and the summit of zenith;
and nursed me then with mildness and caress.
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Since then my existence is filled with gaiety
My grinning lips overwhelmed my griefs
I have found tranquility within my soul
And a sweet caress of love from that. . . . .
special someone.
This poem is dedicated to God Almighty...

felicity

Since the first day
I saw your grinning face and
your endearing charms,
I know at that juncture
you are the one,
to give me hope and
courage in a life to pursue.
We've never been close,
we've never been together,
but I know that some time ahead
our roads will meet, if when,
it doesn't really matter.
What's important is that
there will be a fulfillment
in our sought relationship.
And the moment it will be granted,
I'll never let a false fate
destine us to unbond and
try to disrupt my long
longed eternal love.
The love that will provoke
my missing goal in life --
to attain felicity.

not at all

I always adorn myself in front of you,
but you never give enough affection.
I always make you special in my life,
but you never seem to care.
I always write you letters,
but you never respond.
I always bestow you my help,
but you never give me gratitude.
I always long for you caress,
but you never offer it to me.
I always put you as my inspiration,
but you never know I do.
I always ignore your annoying words,
but you never apologize.
I always put you in my mind,
but you never think of me.
I always utter your sweet name,
but you never speak of mine.
I always want to talk to you,
but you never dare to listen.
I always wait for your answer,
but you never let me hear what.
I always am in love with you,
but you love me not at all.

relinquish my love

Eversince the day to you
I twitched evincing my emotion;
you never seem to discern
how much I care or
how much I love you.
Whenever I drew nearer to you,
you never take heed in apparent.
If I converse you reply in folly.
No matter how assiduous I am
in winning your heart,
you'll never learn and I
know you never will.
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When will I try to comprehend
that you don't really love me, and
that you don't really care for me?
Because in your heart is someone else
more special than me,
more glamorous than me,
and more likely to be lovelier than me.
So to you I ask this very last query,
will I ever have a chance or
will I just have to relinquish my love for you,
F O R E V E R. . . . .?

amazingly perplexed

Abysmal thinking I am into,
incomprehensible it seems.
To be or not to be,
guess Shakespeare's telling me.
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Expressive countenance eyed by these four walls,
embracing burden this lonely cot does,
drizzle tippling the confiding pillow,
dreaming valentine this cerebrum yearns.
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Oh what, who, when, where and why?
This love-shaped my oh my!
To be or not to be,
guess Shakepeare's telling me.